Thursday, October 8, 2009

sang setia

love troubles, tension, stressed, nervous, hurt...

things i listened to when my friends needed someone to lend an ear to them. yes, i love to talk alot. but i love to listen to my frens problems coz i think that would help them to feel better abit. doesnt matter when im busy or what soever, i would put my work down and listen to them. all eared. but sometimes when im too busy, n like having an exam the next day, i would study while listening to them. hehe.

maybe the 'semangat pembimbing rakan sebaya' is still in me. i used to join the PRS when i was in SMK bukit jalil. padahal takde buat ape pn dlm that club. just gi ceramah2 je, kem2 sume tu. haha. in that school, you still can be a prs and a prefect on the same time. not like in seseri.

mmm... being the sang setia, helping people with their problems, motivates them, support them...

o-ow... i hate to admit this but recently i find it hard to focus on things i do such as studying by myself or even in class. i keep on thingking of something else. and its a happy but confusing thoughts. i have to let go all of these feelings coz i think its affecting me.

2 months left to struggle. 1 months to go for EJU exam. my thoughts are not with me. sume dah fly ntah ke mana. wondering the whole day. and more daydreaming.

optimistic thoughts of mine brought me confusion. maybe. plus, people's words, when the words come to me, i would translate them into lots of meanings.

such as "no, its ok". i would translate it as:
-yeah, im fine.
- no, its not ok.
-oh, i hate you so much
-oh, i dont want to trouble you.
-need your help seriously but seems you're busy...
and alot more.

my crazy thoughts.. haha!

nak dgr lagu happy cd ttgal dalam kete mama plak...

4 comments:

cik liena said...

cik ili
focus
;)

mNadeshiko said...

focus~

zue anak sudin said...

kadang2 daydream best tapi, kalau sampai da affect sangat2 memang tak best! heheh... hope u happy always~ thanx 4 listening to my probs yesterday~ hehe.. sbb tu aku sayang ko! hehe.. gud luck in evrything! =p

mNadeshiko said...

haha! haha! no hal r! takat prob ko tu kecik je nak dibanding dgn prob orang len. kes mcm ko kire mcm normal r. haha. ye, aku sayang ko gak! n thanks!