i know im bad in math now, i know. you dont have to tell me.

the sakit hati story begins with physics class today. i was sitting at my place la kan. in the middle of 2 students. the girl who sat on my left asked the girl who sat on my right ,"ko kene tsuishi (repeat paper) math alpha ke tak?" and i cant remember what the other girl replied.

but then i said "ili kene! ili kene!" excitedly, like nothing happened la.

and the girl on my left said, "mou wakarimashita yo" (yes, i knew it already~)

and i was like, "eh, kire mcm ko expect ak tsuishi r nih?"

and she said, "kalau ak tanya ko pn, mesti ko ckp ko tsuishi kan"

i said "ish, teruknye ko.." and i meant it. it hurts! duh!

she said, "kalau ili mesti tsuishi-"

"so ni kire, ko mmg expect ak tsuishi r nih?" ak potong cakap die.

and she was like sory ili, sory terlepas cakap watsoever, tarik2 tangan ak. and pulled my hand away and said

"just dont talk to me" and i kept quiet in the class till habis kelas chem sume.

around 6 mcm tu she came to me and nak mintak maaf. i was like ok. whatever. and i went back to my room. and up till now, die takde datang pn nak ckp pape... dtg nak mintak maaf ke ape ke, u know, mcm org yg rasa guilty. i guess she's not.

die ingat die pandai lagi dari ak die boleh think so low about other people like that? eh, tolong la. sama2 je dapat masuk AAJ ni. if im damn stupid, and she thinks she can underestimate me like that, i wont be here la. no wonder la roommate die pindah bilik laen. i thought last year je she was selfish. and i thought that maybe this year she has changed. tak pun nampak nye.

and her second roommate ni pun ak rasa kesian kat die. going through the same thing like the first rummate kene. urgh!!! and to think that you're like a friend to me, ish, sakit hati betol r. maaf ke ape ke tak kesah r. but sakit hati tu... it stayed tak tau r sampai bile.