what will happen?

guilt is all over me. the thing is between 2 of my frens and yet, im the one who ended up feeling all guilty.

its because im the on who told him that between him and her its like impossible. she asked me to told him that. well, i was reluctant to tell him that but after thinking about it is better for him to have his heart broken now than later, what can i do, right?

ok. fine. i was the one who was so excited about getting them together. and i was like putting this hope on him. he likes her for a very long time. but she keeps on saying no to him.

she is a pretty girl, intelligent, sweet, caring, attractive and all that.

he is one charming guy who any girl would wanted to have one. he's friendly, nice, sweet, he listens to people (problems etc.), hardworking, fun to be with and got a cute smile. happy like a little kid kind of smile.

and theres me. the average girl who just love to match making people. its a huge mistake that ive made. i should have known that her heart is keras like batu. she's my best fren. i should've known that it wud happen like this.

if i didnt tell him to just get over her, she would feel very guilty coz she couldnt return his feelings.

if i tell him about it, he would be broken hearted.

if i didnt tell him, he would still hoping on her. and if this continues longer, he would fall hard later.

and i told him that its better to just get over her.

he said "im ok, im fine. dont worry"

but his voice sounds like " im not okay, help me"

he's kinda like a hypocrite. just like me. thats why i know that he's not ok. well, you dont even have to be a hypocrite to know how he feels like. its like hypocricy has it owns language. and i understand them.

it breaks my heart listening to him, saying that he's ok, but actually he's not.

if you're reading this, i hope you're ok soon. i beleive you could. you're strong ma...

you're such a great guy. ramai lagi kat luar tu who are better are waiting for you la. dont worry ok. think positive ok.