new year and the azam awal muharram~

happy awal muharram/new year.

my final exam had just finished yesterday! yeah, yesterday la since right now is 1.26 am...
do pray for my success! i've done everything and now, just leave it to Allah la~.. tawakal.

ok. so. for the new year. mesti ada azam tahun baru kan?? me?? mmm... i've never had any resolutions before. but for this new year, i have! coz i'll turn 20. god... 20... how fast the time past by......

the azams:

1. be a better muslimah. kuatkan iman. and maintain. hu... easier to be said than doing it... seriously. yeah, i know im a bad girl...

2. be the best daughter ever to my beloved parents and a wonderful sister to my big sis. but obviously i wont tolerate with her boyfren. thats a NO WAY! she's not even married to him yet. so... basically, the probability of him not being my bro-in-law is 1/2. right? oh come on. im not that evil. its just reality and probability. (i hate probability topic in math although i love math)

3. go to japan and be among the best student there. hopefully. i must study hard there. if i pass this examination, i could go to japan. but if not... have to say gudbye to my life long dream la.

4. doing more volunteering activities. now that i have more time than ever, i shoul be doing more volunteering activities like i planned when i was in high school.

5. support sauber F1 team and lotus F1 team. well, its kinda hard to divide your love when you are already supporting sauber like for.... i cant remember since when. but lotus is almost purely malaysian. so, i must support it! demi malaysia!

6. study hard so that i could be an F1 engineer or an engineer that has anything to do with cars. especially aerodynamics. and also environmental. i wanna contribute in making a very good Malaysian car so that Malaysians can be proud of it. and no longer saying that the national car is teruk la apa la and all. that's what i've said during my interview with the JPA 2 years ago, and that's what im working hard for.

7. become the good example for my lil cuzins so that they would be better than i am. i hope that when i become successfull one day, they will say that it is not impossible to achieve their own dreams.

8. i wanna finish the 2 novels that i bought 2 years ago. i mean, i havent got the time to even open it. so, these two weeks of break, gonna have my book revenge!!!

9. i want to read more encyclopedias. i need more informations! and i think i wanna read maps too! -the world map. oh. and gonna watch more of channel 551-555

10. and lastly, i want to live a healthier lifestyle. makan ikut time, and exercise, now that i have more time~ hehehe!

all the best ok, cik ili!